Misguided Emotions

De javu is very common to us if we pay attention the pattern of events in our lives. In my case, I feel like I keep losing my friends and keep gaining some. I don't like it like that though. I hate losing friends and  at times I feel like  I'm the one causing it. It's confusing at times. I think so many times the reasons why. I realized maybe because I think ahead what's going to happen. I think too much for the consequences of my actions. I try to be nice to everybody which I shouldn't be doing. I don't need to like everybody. I don't need everybody to like me. I don't need to go extra mile in order to have someone like me. I don't have to believe what people told me especially if it's too good to be true. Tomorrow it will be another day. I'm gonna try be formal as I can. I'm not gonna let anybody put me down and use me anymore.